This room is so pink! :O

This is something that I want when I was a kid and so now my current is pink but not so pink :(
As i grow older, I still want a pink room but...in a japanese style? Something like that but mixed with modern chinese style. AHHH, I can't explain. Wait till i marry to a rich man and slowly think about how to design my room. HAHAHAHA!

I WANT MY MASTER ROOM TO BE PINKKKKK....and WHITE.



MUHAHAHAHAHA!

Hello!

I've been packing for camp today & so...I am ready for camp! Say YAY! :D

Im really excited because I havent been to camp for a long time. I missed the days I have 2 camps together, missed the days I was so stressed up with camps and missed the days I am so-in-to- camp that I can get really fed-up. HAHAHAHA! Time flies so quickly.
Nevertheless Im going back tomorrow to help out. Im glad im able to help since Im not very close with my CCA friends because of Council. HEH.

Anyway, the double eyelid sticker are still on my eyes. I didnt take it out to sleep since there's no harm :) HEHE, super happy with myyy eyes. The feeling is like you just went for plastic surgery & you got the result you wanted! HAHAH!

Anyway, wont be blogging tmr til Sunday. Perhaps will have some photos after the camp! :)

Toodles!

Went jogging just now with TAN LE EN.

Goshness, I realised its closed to 1 year since I run 2.4! tsktsssk! But before going for run, I've dinner with TAN LE EN. And I got something for my small eyes! Some sort of sticker to stick at your eyes! Hmmmm...do you call..double eyelid tapered thing?? HAHAHA!

Inconclusion, its something to stick at your eyelid to make your eyes look abit bigger and allows you to have double eyelid.

I remembered when I was young, I had triple eyelid then it became double and now its gone! I wonder why. Isit because I lack of sleep?

I was just asking Le En how does that thing look like and perhaps I will buy it the next time I go jeh8...BUT,she brought me to SASA & we found the thing. 1 pack for $3.90 with 30 pairs and buy 2nd pack its only $1 !
I asked her if I should buy now or next time. She told me to buy it N.O.W! because she know I wont buy it the next time. HAHAHAHAAAA!~

I didnt want to buy the 2nd pack as Im really not sure if this works for me. So I bought 1 pack only. So afterwards we went to the toilet and I tried it out. Well, it looks for stupid and funny for me - the first timer to put something on my eyelid. Though i put fake eyelashes before BUT I didnt put it myself! And the feeling WAS...weird & really unconfortable. But after you got used to the feeling, its like nothing on your eyelid! :D

I tried putting on my right eye but failed so I put on my left eye first. It was like only 7 seconds! So pro right? Damn fast though its my FIRST TIME OKAY!
Then the next eye. Look AWESOME ttm! ;)))

So, I went back to SASA and bought the 2nd for $1 :)) YAY!! Super happy ;)
It had been so long since I want my double eyelid to be back so I wont have a small eyes when taking photos! :D

Anyway, after that back to the canal and had 2.4km! Gonna jog more alreadyyy right Le En??
HEHEHEHEH!

I've a question!
Why do I feel like vomitting after the run? i mean after the run I was okay. Perfectly normal! But I got on the bus and sat down & I felt like vomitting & having headache. Why?

First of March! Yay/boo?

Something exciting is coming up soon! I'm going USS with my SJAB friendsss & seniors!
Can't believe it! HAHAHA!

I'm really bored at home and really looking for people to go out with me other than my storybooks!

Heh, I'm lovin my 4-5 months of hols! Can't think any is better than this.

And! I've a plan but not sure if its going to work. But I really hope so & my wanna clear all the stupid pimples on my face! It was okay & it was going-to-be-like-baby-face a few weeks ago then its back again for no reasons! I've cut down on fried food and heaty foods already. I swear! And now its back again & a little more on my forehead(which was previously clear of pimples and smooooth!)

Hello! :D

March is arriving! :O Which means school is starting sooon! :(

I've been staying at home for 2 months already. Kinda bored but I still need to do house chores. Feels like a maid. HAHAHA!

I'm learning how to cook so I wont starve to death.



Anyway, I wanna go holiday for a month..but where can I go?

Above title is from Le En's innovative brain. HAHHA! She thought of it while Q-ing for food at Far East today.

Anyway, I'm happy today because I bought my dream bag which cost only $14.90! omggg! and shoes at $23.90。 Quite expensive but I will try to make full use of this shoes! :)

Bought 2 shirts yesterday at Bugis which cost $10 each. CHEAP TO THE MAX :DDDD
Going to wear for CNY! yayyy!

Hope to go visiting to many different placesto get $.$ so that I can earn back what I've spent ;((
Heeeeeee.

Anyway, super happy today & lovvvve myself loadsssss! :D

OHMY! HAHAHA

I’ve type everythingat wordpress and dont wanna do it here as it wasnt good today..

But just wanna thank all those who've wished me :D I feel blessed! :)
THANKYOU VERY MUCH! <3

Happy 17th to myself! (:

Before turning 17, I want to thank my Mummy for giving birth to meeeee :D

Although today I've totally no mood to blog but I have to because it's gonna be my BIG BIG day of the year (;

Being 16 was not easy or I shall say being a teenager wasnt easy...you got to go through so much pressure and everything just to live and love the people around you.

I wish to do well in school & make friends with my classmates (I do not make friends easy D; )
I wish to maintain and keep friends who are close to me & i'm able to keep in touch with them.
I wish to get SOMETHINGSSS I want... :((((
I wish my family to be in a pink of health! & sometimes win toto or 4D! HAHAHA!
I wish to ......heheheheh.
I wish to...be a successful person when I grow up be it whatever job I will be working in...
I wish my aunt wont compare me with my cousin anymore. Hope that she will stop all her gossiping abt me to other people & stop showing off people's good result. omg..

Thats all for now! will be adding more!

Recently went to work but I didnt work and I still get my pay.

Weird?

Yeah, Saturday went to work which the agency called me to do. I went there with my friends and surprisely I didnt have to work anymore and I will still get my pay. Well, I'm in the Reserve team and some of my friends are not. But the good thing is I still can my 5 hours pay without doing anything. Gosh! HAHAHA!

Recently, I've this urge to watch movie. I think its because I havent been watching movie for a long time & I'm bored at home. Really doing nothing except doing stupid chores.

Recently, I've this thinking of working at Mac warehouse again as there are place.. Should I go?

I've been thinking a lot for this week yet i cried a lot as well.

I think its not fated to study Event Management as God as been sending people to talk to me & also I'm not able to study it too. God has also been coming to me and did some " magic" to my brain. HAHAHA!

Its like the choices that I submitted are not the one that I want to study & therefore I cried a lot just because of this but I think He came to me and I think things at a different angle.. Well, its not too bad. Maybe I can open a shop and sell my own clothes in future! Then I will be the Boss and not working for someone else! HAHAHA!

Just chat with one of my senior who I just met him a few days ago only. But i know him long ago already. But today suddenly he came to talk to me and I found that it is a msg from God who wants to tell me something.

As I'm made a decision on where I want to go next but I still feel very shameful for myself. We talked for quite awhile and I suddenly asked him where did he go after 'O' lvl. To my surprised, we are on the same boat. I started asking him lots of stuffs & I guess he already can guess what was my result and which path Im going to take. The whole conversation was just like...talking to God. I just can believe it.

He was also a NA student & retain somemore. Although i didnt retain but we are just like on the same boat. He told me lots of things and think positively. It is not as bad as what I think. He really open my mind a lot more after talking to him. I told him my feeling about going to a longer route..he was actually okay with it. His life is worst than mine & now he is in NS. He dont take everything to heart.

Retake is not the only solution because now i know that I wont be happy retaking the subjects that I totally dont like. And I think i wont be able to do well either. 50-50.
Going to a longer route makes me learn more about stuffs that I'm going to take. Well, after all the crying to sleep, waking up early because you cant get to sleep because of the shitty results I think God really come down and talked to me & sent me an important msg that I need to know & learn.

Thankyou very much! Although I'm still quite shameful about it & uneasy but I still need constant care and love from you. I will be myself when school starts.
THANKYOU :D

I've decided where to go after today lunch with Daddy. Talked to me about lots of things.

Although the decision I am going to make will make many people shocked and gossip behind me, I think I dont have to care much abt it. Because I am still myself. I choose where I want to go and which paths suits me the most. I've been thinking for it since last night. Crying hard enough to make myself stand again and face everyone...

The truth is : I should have taken the longer route to Through Train than to Express. Because this is where I can slowly learn and do well in studies. I learnt my lesson after I took back my O lvl result or in fact since the day I struggled in class. Now, I'm going to take a longer route before doing well in my studies again. I know many people will be looking down on me or even staying away from me from then on but I study for myself & my dad. Even my aunties and relatives gonna look down on me, I will still carry on to be a brave girl, take on all the scoldings, critizism and everything. I dont have to care so much anymore now. I only have 1 thing in mind which is - Do Well in my studies in wherever I will be going. Because I want to show ALL THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME in my 10 years of schooling.

Mr Lai said," All those who didnt do well in 'O' lvl, now they are earning big bucks & are doing very well. " I remembered this and I will not forget his words ;)

My dad said," Studies not good its okay, as long as you behave properly, have a good attitude, good reputation is already enough. " This is just like what Mr Low always trying to tell us:

"Even if you achieve all Aces & have a rotten apple character, the school have not teach you anything." I believe in this sentence.

Although I did not do well for 'O' lvl, but I still have a good heart & I have a good attitude! :D HAHAHAHA!

Well, actually I feel quite upset that I disappoint many people with my result. I'm so sorry :(
But I will show you all what I'm capable of when I succeed in life! :D

Wait OKAY! :D

Dear YOU,

thanks for making this decision for me. thanks for making me know that choosing 4 years is not good for me. The answer is clear enough that I've to take the longer route with my dearest friends whom are very close to me and whom I can lean on.The answer is I have to slowly learn and study to achieve the results I want.Thankyou to YOU, who makes me understand these reasons in this 2 years of my torture. I will study even harder now & make myself proud again. Thankyou.

Dear unknown,

I'm really afraid of tmr. REALLY. Every morning when I wake up, I would auto tell myself this," 3 days to result. " "2 days to result" and finally today, " Oh no, tmr getting back result." I would think of me getting my result slip from my form teacher and dare not even tear the paper to see my result. I really wish that I can pass my MATHS and POA as this will determine if I can enter to a course that I want. I think thats will be my best birthday present ever & best 2011 to my parents, so as to make them proud of me.
Unknown, do you know Im so afraid of Monday, 2.30pm? I dont know how to express my feelings in words...but all i know how to express it out is to...cry. I want to disappear from here and not take back my result :( I just want to avoid from everything that are facing me right now. So terrible!

Went back to school yesterday for Orientation. Hmmmmm...met up with Matthew, Vito & Felicia. Gracia was busy so cant come. But we had so much fun yesterday. Its like all of us miss the times spent together. HAHAH, think of it, we did a lot of childish stuffs yesterday. That's who we are when we are together. :D

2010 is ending in a few minutes time & I feel... quite happy and sad about it though.

Happy because is gonna be my birthday month soon O.o! :D and of course a brand new year is waiting for me.

Sad because I will be getting back my O lvl result which i know its gonna be sucky. I swear. I even feel prepared to retake O lvl next year. This shows Im really no confidence in doing well for my 'O'. I want time to just stop here so that I can enjoy myself. Really.

2010 is really an exciting year for me as my results are not that GREAT & taking O lvl this year. This year really makes me feel like giving up alot of times, because of the SRPs, D&T. SLEEP was the only word when I'm free. Is like you are lacking of sleep everyday. You won't think of anything else.

However, being the P in council also sometimes makes me think that I'm totally useless. But there will always be someone there to cheer you up, supporting you & cheering you on until you reach the finishing line. I really thank the person(s) who were there to support me whenever I REALLY felt like giving up. (: Thanks for hearing my complaints whenever I got scolded & everything!

This year passed really FAST when you are studying, mugging..but while you are busy with something, there will always be something that you really miss it and you will remb it. That's - D&T. Although D&T was tough and demanding, it was the only subject that makes me remb it, makes me feel that I CAN DO IT & FINISH IT with determination. Thanks to the teacher, Mr Roger Lee. Though he sometimes can be quite unreasonable but we got used to it. HAHAHA!

Well, I enjoyed my HongKong Trip. Not much of shopping unless you know where to shop for cheap stuffs. HAHAHAHA! DisneyLand was not really fun but the fireworks was awesomeeeeeeeeeee! :D Really miss childish time. :( Pictures are on facebook. Checkitout! :)))

YES!

I will be going to Hong Kong in a few hours time ! :D
Really cant wait! OMG.

hahaha! Will be updating FB and here when I'm back! :)



ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKING BACK YOUR 'N' LVL RESULT ON FRIDAY! :)

Hello !

I dont think anyone will be reading here anymore.

But I will treat it as I'm talking to unknown...

Dear Unknown,

I've been working once in awhile when I'm free. Though not a proper job but there's still job right? AHAHAHAHA! I'm working tmr from 6- 10pm as well near my house. Although th pay is not high but there's still income :) I needa return people money. Feeel so :( .

Went gym with yingxuan this week and last week. Feel so relax and fresh. I lovvvve the feeling ~ HAHAHAHA!

Will be back in awhile !

Hellohelllohellohellohello! :)

I'm back (finally) after completing O lvls.
That 3 weeks was indeed a torture :(

Alright, after Os I went Malaysia to attend my Cousin's wedding in Kedah where recently there had been flood there due to the rain. So when I arrvied there, there was no internet. Thus, cant use the computer there~ So My dad depend on his iphone 4. HAHAH!


A family photo with the newly wed at Starcity Hotel in Kedah.




We celebrated Corrina's birthday as well since it's just 1 week after her birthday BUT i felt guilty of not buying a cake for Felicia :(



This shot was taken by Felicia Chongggggg~ Nice right?
Felicia tooooo.
Felicia threeeee.
Felicia fourrrr.
Felicia fiveeee. Omg, I feel so bad for uploading all without felicia!
okay, this was taken by me! Group shot :) But the rest of the photos are on FB! :D


When is our next outing girls ? ;)

Yingxuan ! Totally can't recognise herrrr.
Mrs Yap!
Coral.
Graciaaaa.

Prom was alright,was shocked to see people in their different dress and their make up on. Totally different person. HAHAHA!

The food was...Good but didnt ate a lot because we were busy taking photosssss. As usual.

Reached home around 11.30pm. Was so exhausted and my legsss were totally tired cos of the heeels. NEVER.JUMP.WITH.YOUR.HEELS. SERIOUSLY.

Well, currently I'm working as a telemarketer. Prob today is my last day. (Y)
Because I got other job already :DD The pay is much better :))))

So...this holiday will just be working, holiday and working ;D

EARN MONEY LIKE MAD $.$

Its only 3 days to O lvl.

I'm worried,scared, stresssed. Im just worried that I cant even enter a poly. Okay, not even RP.
That's why I AM SCARE. :(

I just want the time to stop now so that I can studyyyyyyy! ;(
I regretted for not studying hard this year, I'm so sorry Chia Jia Wei. I will try my best to do and enter a poly. I wil not sleeep if I dont feel confident enough for the papers.

Come and think of it, I don't want to let my parents down, I dont want to answer my relative in a very "guilty" manner because of my result .

Oh welll...I think I will got F9 for POA. I've not been studying/practicing for it since Pelim 2. Gossssh, HOW????????
:(

Practical was yesterday, but I think i will fail my Chem and pass my bio because it was wayyyy easier lahhh. Although Bio had 3- pages to do but it was easy.


Studied History the whole day from 9 - .6.30pm. After studying it , I think I'm living in the past. HAHA! But I am only studying 3 chapters for it . Safe?

Anyway, I think this is my last post before O lvl.

Wish me luck okay? Pray for me as well :)

Hello! (:



Long time never update my blog already. Because I was lazy and I've no time to update. But today I'm updating is because this week will be offically my LAST WEEK in school & attend lessons.



Last Friday was actually last week for some we did well for Prelims. So this weekkkk... I brought my camera to school to take all my memories in Kuo Chuan.



Before showing you the photos I took in school ( not too many, only a few :/ )

Did I tell you I cut my hair and change my hairstyle already?? HAHAHA



The recent me ....





Although not very clear and my hair still looks the same. But there's a change anyway lah. HEEEE.




Alright, below are the photos taken on Monday & Tuesday.